Grrrr... just venting

I don't know what the heck my problem is. But I'm heading for a meltdown.

• Tired from class last night? yes.
• Ate too late so couldn't fall asleep? yes.
• colleagues all idiots? yes.
• Too much work and no motivation? yes.
• Steve shrink my favorite running shorts/bra/blouse in the dryer? yes.
• Is it zero Celsius and snowing/hailing? yes.
• Run inside? sure... let's try that. Something positive!
• DVD player in the basement working? no.
• Fiddle with it for 30 @#$@$ minutes? yes.
• Do any good? no.
• Have any time left to run before next meeting? no.
• Is today mine and Steve's unofficial anniversary? yes. (we don't have an actual date so chose the date he moved from T.O.).
• Did he remember? not yet.
• Did I? too late.
• Any Tostitos left? a handful. Do you want me to hurt you now?

Is it PMS? a little early, but every six months or so I get a whopping dose.

Is it because no matter how hard/much I work out, and how few calories I eat, I still gained 5 lbs in 2 weeks? When other people, go for a freaken little walk around the neighborhood, cut down on 'candy' and lose 3 lbs a week?

Am I overworked? well, that's nothing new.

Had lunch, low fat cheese sandwich on sourdough bread with 3 olives. Found Hershey Kisses and ate about 9. Don't think the foil was even off the last one. Yelled at KT for coughing (allergies/asthma), gave her the rest of the kisses and told her to eat them. She looks a little frightened and had the gall to say... PMS? What came out of her mouth next was the best... is it OUR time yet? Oh great, we can snipe at each other tomorrow.

UGH.

Better paste a smile and chair a meeting now. Good thing I am homebased. I'd be a danger in the office.